I've always been a little indisciplined. I find it hard to concentrate long on a particular thing. It's a kind of ADHD. I've tried to shut my thoughts down but sometimes they buzz in my head so fast and so hard that I'm dazzled and have to look. This isn't good for me. I can't crave excitement all the time. I need to slow down, to settle and enjoy the steady.

Of course there's a point to all of this. And not least is the fact I have three assignments to complete today and all I want to do is read, sleep and watch movies