It's never over

When you think we are come to an end of an era, a time where all the good is behind us.

That's when you shake yourself and sit up.

There is so much that is wonderful around us. Creativity has not stopped, there are great things happening around us. the world is changing an ever ending coming out of the chrysalis. There is great pain and sorrow everywhere but there is change- the good, the bad and the beautiful

Come to me. I am ready for you. My sails are waiting. Whether I falter and fall or whether I am able to take myself with me, all days are equally exciting. Mourn only that we will die and the change will go on.

Higgs(less)

Ah, science

The search for truth.

And thats how it should be. For example if you were to say there is no Higgs Boson and prove it so, I would say, very well. I accept

But if you were to find it. I would gather the nay sayers and be insufferably smug

God help the insufferably smug if the roles reversed

Miffles

I come home after a long time and it's astounding. the world's sweetest sappiest rabbit has gotten sweeter and sappier

What a good bunny

And snowy? Well I shall do more to spice up my poor bored intelligent rabbit's life. More toys for my bunny. I'd send her to bunny college, where she would be at the top of her class in experimental physics

Frustrated

I can't wait for this to end

Patience

I can feel my temper fray and teeth grit

But be calm my little one. The finish line is in sight.

Keep your blood calm, your eyes down and smile one step at a time.

KL KL

I would much rather that be NY NY

Or even better Chicago

How much of this difference is due to the different circumstances though?

I was one in a crowd in Chicago.

Here I have a family unit, have to be the responsible one, work commitments almost every day, noone to go dancing with

:(

My life feels like its over and its my fault. I am too lazy to pull myself out of this rut I am falling into

Red queen

People hold up mirrors to me and point at it and say "See, that there?"

I do my best to look without flinching. but it's so hard. Sometimes it feels like all of me is pointed as and they say "Yes, that. Change all of that"

That's my soul and it's not a perfect soul.

It's my modus operandi and its not perfect.

It's me and that's not perfect. But it's all the me I've got. It's all the me I've known

But then I think, man... get over yourself. Remember the red queen

Nazgul and Kutuzov

Psychological test

Who are my favourite characters from books? What pops to mind?

See title

Wool

Can I enthusiastically recommend this book?

Wool, Wool, Wool!

This book has had me sacrificing my sleep so I could finish it on a weekday

Such great praise have I to bestow

What that girl from high school would have written

They say discipline is the key. I will choose the substance over the allure

Yet you stand looking out at the world. I have few microns of control and yet I submit

Should I be fool or queen? beggar, mendicant, pauper or preacher, merchant, lord?

Ready to pick up the song at every tune or deaf to the music of life while I bend to it?

Everything is brightly lit but I am blind from this onslaught of light. And were it dark I would see the retinal after light images. Sight in real or metaphorical form is misleading. And what will I trust? The hand which leads me will as gladly toss me beneath the truck. And I am blind blind blind

It's amazing. I can wax methaphorical and blah over something as mundane as business sense

Why? What did you think this post was about?

Another weekend lost

Sometimes I think that I work too hard. Sure everyone does but you forget that I'm lazy and slothful at heart
I actually have to try hard to relax sometimes. Today I spent all morning with the rabbits, reading and playing the flute. Yet I can't forget that later today and tomorrow morning I have calls for work and that I likely have work too