Insecurity never rains but it pours

The second you let a chink in your armour, it cracks. I felt so under-average today in every aspect of being a person. And I can tell these days when it's just a mood swing like now. What an odd feeling it is to know that you're being irrational and being completely unable to change anything about it. Just ride it out I suppose. Maybe in the next 25 years I'll learn not only how to detect it but to turn it off too.