God. Talk about being thrown in the deep end. I feel completely bewildered. There is so much stuff to churn through and so much is expected of me. Really need to bring the A-game. As of now all I can demonstrate is my willingness to learn and responsibility. I have had no 'eureka' moments, no great aptitude demonstrated. But I've got grit. I'm going to fight. Oh god. To think I may look back on this post in 3-4 months' time and cringe