Saturday, June 13, 2009

Forever

Everytime the concept of eternity comes up, I find it too large too big to understand. So everytime I have a 'forever' moment or a 'never' moment in my life I'm scared.
A feeling of 'I will never be here again'
A thought that something has forever changed
That I will never feel the same way about a person
That there is no going back

I don't mean to say I'm thinking all those things right now, but I feel threshold-y. And thresholds are kind of 'forever' moments. If only I knew why I'm feeling like this. Must be less susceptible

also, I get fake-profound when I'm up all night packing