I thought I wouldn't be sad and I thought I had assimilated it all. That I would leave here and not come back. turns out that my mind had accepted the leaving but the never coming back hit me hard today. I am being silly. Everything comes to an end and seems inconsequential from the other side. But while I'm on this side and approaching the paradigm shift how frightened I am.

I will miss you terribly, Chicago. I'll miss my carefree MBA life. I should never have complained once about it. I loved all the moments. Even the stress, since it helped me lose weight. I would never have started dancing, never have learnt anything without coming here. My life has been changed.

Ah well. you knew the 'rhapsody' post was coming. I am a product of my environment.