I'm still doing fine in school, respected as a person. I have a dear boyfriend. I have a loving caring family.
It's just that I can't be happy all the time. I had a fall out with someone I liked but it was not my fault. My loved ones are far away and all my friends are stressed with recruiting. I am bored, tired.
And I don't want to be. My goal is to be happy. So I'm trying for my happiness in the drawl of the current pace of life I'm in.
Anyway. It's Diwali today and the party. Dressing up will cheer me up