But there was no harm done through any of these omissions. At the end of the day, I feel peaceful. All of it will be done tomorrow and what I am today will be the same tomorrow. I am allowing myself to slowly feel happy, not in the rushed rapid way I sometimes do, but more like a slow creep of colour.
I want to look back at me through my different stages. What did I want? Would I have been happy with what I am? I think so today and thats why I am peaceful.