I am actually quite surprised.
I have more friends in Singapore than I gave myself credit for. I haven't been good at all or fair at all to them, considering them acquaintances. They're all being really sweet and kind and good and when even those whom I was sure I wouldn't miss become sentimental I feel all teary in bidding them goodbye.
I am actually tired.
I want to spend time curled up in a familiar room, looking up at the ceiling which is dear to me. Walking along sunlit blocks of books, shops and heritage buildings, laze and loll. Going out night after night is taking its toll on me